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Surrender Fields

by Abigail Lily O'Hara

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1.
Along the ridges cracks the skin Freeing all the dark mulberry wine Impregnating the ground The endless falls Give birth to knotty trees In the fields of red Spring wounded flowers Over the bony mountains Spread the cotton stems And the serene horizon In the pale curves of hazy valleys Rush your hands softness In the fields of white Sail the shivering wind From the grey ponds Picking up few drops Of a liquid sleep The gardener enjoy his fields of plenty Harvesting freckles and leaves of foam In the fields of grey We can finally surrender Deep down is running wild Deep down is running life Deep down time and loam This land is the only one I know This land is the only one I own
2.
Let me walk On a straight line to the sky On a tightrope on life's edge On the infinite trail of thorns In all their eyes, lines biting their tails Like ouroboros circling All But all was never one, and alone I remain When I walk, I walk alone Let me drink The dew on the forests lips The rain under your eyelid The liquorish cup of regrets In all their lies, snakes biting their tails Coiling round upon themselves But all was never one, and alone I remain When I drink, I drink alone Let me rise and run Let me stumble and tumble On a straight line to the sky Let me dance The blue moonrays farewell The late dandelion wandering On the infinite trail of time In all their lives, thoughts biting their tails Like dusty rings ringing hollow But all was never one, and alone I remain When I dance, I dance alone Let me rise and run Let me stumble and tumble On a straight line to the sky When I sing, I sing alone
3.
Deserted nests and quiet skies Where are all birds gone to ? Barren seeds and acid buds All secrets burried Still seas, crumbled trees Follow the North Wind where it falls All is so noisy Who can listen to the Earth breathe now ? Full of bitter air Full of angry mouths Still trees, crumbled seas Follow the North Wind where it falls On cave walls, puddles or faces No more painting Colors have faded in the dirt The dark velvet waves turned into feasts of flesh The burnt tide turned into bundles of white And the crimson tears of the Plain Colors have faded in the dirt Shores retreating Before a gravel army A rusty forest of steel Grieving for the green Still hearts, crumbled eyes Follow the North Wind where it falls Where are sleeping our fossilized souls
4.
I take off my shoes, lace them up together And throw them in the willow tree They sway softly To remind me I'm free My barefeet dive into the rubble of soft dead leaves I walk I release the playful ribbons from my hair And tie them to the nodding reeds They fly lightly To remind me I'm free The sleeping pebbles opening their way through men's roots I float I remove the dress woven by all mothers And lay it down on a blue oat bed It rustles scarcely To remind me I'm free Pins and threads don't hold me no more to the ground I drift I hang skin and bones to the unconscious skies My thoughts scattering in splinters Spears piercing blackness Remind me I'm gone
5.
Loneliness 05:37
Your coal veins and straw hands Coal veins and empty eyes Celestial watchman of fields Behold the worlds' fall, scarecrow In a quiet despair you face All those wasted lives, and I stand there Taste of iron and salt on my lips No harvest but blackbirds Dancing on your battlefield You eat the fruits of centuries Swing with the electric moon Vultures have already pecked your grains Leaving only dryness, I stand there Taste of iron and salt on my lips You are loosing your fight, scarecrow Crawling hopes dripping in forgiveness Leaving only dryness, I stand there Taste of iron and salt on my lips Your coal veins and blind legs Coal veins and crippled tongue Old soul by all forgotten A funeral drone from your chest Fragments of a collapsed swarming Taste of you in my thoughts, I stand there Could you recognize a beating heart All those wasted lives, and I stand there Taste of iron and salt on my lips Could you recognize a beating heart
6.
Touch me in a breath Breathe me in a blow Run with me through the drizzle Mash up heath and hailstones To draw streams of diamonds Build me a fire Knitting shadows and smiles In unfailing stitches Build me a fire Whose bare chants lick the rim Whose ripples echo beyond Hold me in a breath Breathe me in a gust Play with me in the veering fog Haunt the rain that quench our thirst Knead clouds to feed our looks Build me a sky Deep grey in the night veil White cold in the lark's song Build me a sky Vast as the mountain laugh Wild as the grizzly roar Have me in a breath Breathe me in a sigh Sleep with me an endless day Pluck the slumber from my eyes And give a rest to moonlight Build me a bed Out of wood and water Carved in blossom bones Build me a bed To wait for dawn with you In the blue winter air Touch me, hold me, have me, breathe me Until one day we empty bed, sky and fire Come to me, come to me Come true
7.
Palimpsest 03:15
There's a hole A hole in the ground A deep hole in the ground Where I'm unarmed Where ivy leaves a wet cold in my guts When I can't push away its fingers I've hidden these bygone days deep in the ground I've hidden this bygone hole between limbo and light
8.
The day is blue The day is bright With unreal eyes And heart of mist I knew you'd come The sun is blue The sun is bright I clear my mind And hold my tears The time has come My eye is blue My eye is bright Slowly fading Traces of your being You never were You'll never be Here the story ends Here my love burns

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For a limping bird met on the road
Your song still echoes in me...

All Songs by Abigail Lily O'Hara
Music healed, arranged and recorded by Caleb R.K. Williams

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released March 4, 2022

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The Eagle Stone Collective is a musical project/collective on the edge of Americana ambient, drone and other experimentation. Influenced by natural and desert areas in the wilderness of our world and far beyond. A minimalist and emotional vision of a sensory universe. ... more

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